Reflection

As I was sitting here, I had this flashback to another time I was living with my first roommate out here in Colorado. Just this young 19 year old girl eating goldfish for breakfast and lunch and constantly thinking about what I want to do with my life. I had gone to cosmetology school and realized it wasn’t for me.  Now what do I do? Flash forward to a year later, I got a job at Over Easy downtown. I don’t really talk to anyone there for 6 months and now I call some of those lovely humans some of my greatest and most treasured friends. I start to make better money and learned how to save. Still don’t know what I want to do. Flash forward 2 years, I start feeling for the first time that I know who I am and I’m extremely content with who I am. I learn that I love to be outside to adventure and I love to create things and to be surrounded by awesome loving people. I meet a couple more amazing humans that add so much growth and love and fun to my life. We have amazing and mind blowing conversations that make me feel more clear and open minded. I start to realize I don’t care about making a lot of money I just care about making enough to allow myself to have amazing experiences. I start to realize what I want out of my life and all the things I want to see and how I want to live. I love reflecting on the past and seeing how you develop and change into who you currently are. People who you thought would be in your life forever ended up being just a chapter of your book. Opportunities that you thought were going to be everything you’ve been searching for ended up showing you that maybe that lifestyle isn’t what you want. We go through these obstacles that seem so hard and impossible to grow through....but then you do 😊 and you always will! And for that you should be proud of yourself, as I am proud of myself 🌞